Something I decided to write!!!

[Captain Stelevein]

Title: Living with no Meaning

Living with no meaning those who can't find an individual being; hearts left bleeding through a torn and tortured soul. As they become their own self-hating foe. Looking through shadowed eyes for something real a refusal to die; slipped through pursed lips they lash against a lashing whip.

Looking back to see I was never really free. The more you hit the less I'll bleed looking back to see I was never really free.

Just start writing go where my mind takes me. Life like that; you know free and untamed, pretty sweet and I wish I could get out of the mess it puts me through. Man who am I kidin my life is pretty good to me. Sure I'm poor as hell, but it's no big to me. Never really had a thing for being rich or anything. Thanks Ms. Gales you taught a lot and I'll keep your ideas and wisdom with me wherever life takes me. I'm so confused right now about this whole idea of being in touch with my emotions or whatever, life needs to stop kicking my ass for two seconds and give me a chance to think. Cause still after 19 years I still don't know shit about life in general. But, somehow beyond me I do know a lot about helping others........MAN DAMN GOOD TIMES!!!!!

[Akiyamasan]

Life without particular meaning is the unfortunate fate of all living things. Since no one can agree on a particular meaning of life, we tend to create our own purposes to help us get by. I suppose it's a self-fulfilling prophecy in itself, if you lament about it often, as most people yearn for purpose above all else.

Freedom is in the eye of the beholder, there are lots of people who see the Earth as a cage, society as a cage, their city as a cage, even their houses and homes can be seen as cages in their eyes. I cannot really say anything about it myself, having known I would not lead a very free existence since I was very little.

It's good to write down your feelings, since if you write them down, now instead of torturing your mind, they are out of your mind, and on the paper instead. I can't really tell you how to live life, but if you seek freedom, you should also try actively working toward it rather than lamenting upon it. Life experience is gained when one ventures out and stops being so cautious. You have to live life to get life, if you catch my drift.